why you keep on doing this to me? why must everything must go on like this? can't help myself to cry over and over again. fuck everything up. 

after knowing the truth, it makes me stronger. i can do this. i can go through this. it's hard after two years. but, yeah, izyan you're strong right.

this is just a piece of experience that you should learn. it's whether now or later on in life. 

i'm not mad at you sayang. just curious why you keep on repeating the same thing all over again? thought that i can trust you. i really believe in your words.

but, i guess it is just words that can keep my mouth shut. realized that.

sorry if i treated you like shit before this. sorry for being a jerk.

sorry for being too emotional almost about everything. i guess it doesn't work out for us anymore.

yeah, may you have a happy great life with your new love. maybe she's the one.

goodluck for your coming exam dear. don't ever repeat the same mistake ever AGAIN.