what are you today?

i find something very meaningful with the song i posted below. seriously. 

it makes me wonder. makes me think about life. maybe at first you wont get the meaning. but, slowly it will come to you.

i stick to these word where

" the moment you give up, its the moment you let somebody else win. "

and yes, it happened to me. i made a wrong decision. i regretted it so much. i lost something very close to my heart. 

and it wont happen again unless i allow it to happen. 

life is full of challenges. sometimes you get a straight line, sometimes you get the rocky and bumpy road, sometimes you managed to cross the finishing line. 

and yes its hard. to balance it, you just need to keep moving. 

if you really want something, just go for it

without doubt. if you believe in yourself,  langgar je. 

no excuses, no complaint. just do it.

 for me, im too young to say all these.

 saya belum banyak lagi makan garam compared to kakak2 dan abang2 semua. 

but, im lucky

almost 3/4 of my life is mixing around with people older than me. i rarely go out with friends at the same age. pathetic much? nahh, not really. they gives me these value of life that  i think not all people can get.

 i thanked Allah for the opportunity and what he had wrote for me.

to be honest, i'm not perfect in many ways.

and i know, there are some who hated me so much 

i forgive you for criticizing me and i apologize if i've done anything that hurts your feeling.

but, if i'm not related to you, but you still hate me. that's your problem. 

done.