You show me the light
You guide me the path
You had open my eyes on something
You put your trust
You accept
You give me something to think about
You make me think like you always do
But, why can't i do it?
Why can't i make that happen?


Is it hard? Yes it is hard. Hard for you. Hard for me.
To change.
But,i'm trying here. As hard as i can but i know its not hard enough
Havent push myself to the limit


If only i have the guts
If only i have the power
If only im heartless like before
If only im strong like before
If only my heart my soul is not that empty
Sigh.


You found your way
Im still searching along the pavements
-.-


You don't know me
You don't know who i really am
You think you do,but nahh.
I am complicated as much as you
Cause no one knows you. No. They just bear. But they know nothing
Same goes with me
They won't know what is running thru my mind. No they don't


I will find what you want me to find
I will be what you want me to be
I will do what you want me to do
One day someday,as i promised
But, remmber, you are not part of me anymore.


The blood that flow
The air that you inhale
The thoughts
The laughter,the tears,
No,its not the same anymore


Give me few months then you will realize, im totally a different person once again. You see, i learnt a lot. Tehhehe~


Experience is the best teacher. Always put that in mind. What i hold on to is don't force yourself to do something that you don't want to do, or not ready to do just because you think it is right. You have to do someething with your heart. Minds do lie. Thats what i learn in psychology. And stop lying to yourself cause later on, the lies will eat you alive.


P/s : thanks a lot lot lot lot po. Best of luck.

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