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actually A LOT of things yang happened in my life lately. tapi nak cerita semua in detail, memang tak laa kan. NOW, i spend most of my precious time dengan him. yah, most of my close families and friends tawu yang 'dia' da nak fly to Egypt to proceed with his  medical course which seriously i don't agree at first.tapi itu yang family dia nak so redha je la kan.kita niyh sape nak halang orang yg belum officially be part of the family. and i, will be here in MALAYSIA waiting for him for seven years. haha. i know. ramai orang cakap, sanggup ke kau tunggu dia yan? and my answer, tah,tengok laa cane.kalau ade, ade la. kalau takde,memang naseb la kan.huhu. while he keep giving me all those promises and hopes but i keep on  thinking, is it possible to be faithful within this SEVEN years.to be 100 percent honest with your partner.some might think absolutely NOT but for me, it's how you handle things perhaps.

yeah, dari dlu memang i Fuck gila long distance but now da kene batang hidung sendiri.so, what should i do?
even, incident dulu yang happened pun belum setel lagi. i haven't regain my fully trust on him but now he's leaving for god sake! serious, i can't think of anything else.

what i can think of right now, is spending time together as much as we can before that moment that day that time that minutes and seconds happen in my diary of life.  The moment where you will be leaving. fly away to the other part of geography.it's HARD.fullstop

all i can say is i will trying my best to make this thingy works.and so do you, i hope.=)

I LOVE YOU DEAR