hari ini hari selasa

i suppose to be happy and have fun with boyfie this weekend but instead we fight.ohh dear.! thanks to my uncertain and unpredictable emotion.wuhuu

fortunately,im the one who always messed up things suddenly getting cool and back to my ownselves trying to be nice.ok fine not try.i really want to be nice with you.be the perfect girlfriend in your life.but maybe i just can't.i'm sorry.im the worst person you ever met in your entire wonderful life.i feel really bad dear.forgive me.

anyways,after the sorry sorry thing we went back to the normal happy funny weird us.spend time together the whole evening.

went back home and laughing and laughing.and eating and talking.evendo ibu ayah are around.
ouh how i miss that moment.

remember when you were staying in Subang last time,u always come to my house and watched tv.then hakim shebok kacau kacau cari gaduh and all.haha

then ibu ayah invited you to go on a holiday with us.i just felt that we are bonded.

i know all those memories will never happened again for now since you are hundred kilometres away from me and i rarely see you and really spend time with you like last time.

yesh,it make a difference.when you are away, this  changed my whole life.before and after.it totally different.

but, i want you to know that everything that happened between us,i will keep and cherish it everyday eventhough we been through some rough moment

i know i'm the one who always blew everything

but please have faith on me.you know that i hardly trust myself but then again i need you.

hunn,

thanks yah for being the first and the most loving boyfie

will always love you.

happy anniversary.

one year.=)

i know not that long but still..huuu~