sigh alowt lately

haiyak.
college life is getting tougher and tougher.
everything seems complicated.
everything seems confusing.
study is hard for foundation.
one year is not enough.
compact everything.
4-5 subject per sem.
and all this are included in my degree subject.
wtf??
i took arts ok.
like hello..i thought science is tough but actually its the same.
i miss biology weyh.
bedah bedah itu katak.record everything.
lovely memory.
i miss cerdikids.
especially all me bestie
*syud
*kelly
*bibik
*alham
*wiwin
*oxy
*wan
*bujang
*buza
*alop
*bong
haihhhh

ok,enough of old sweet memories.
talking about my social life.
haha,.
don't bother to ask.
now, everything sucks.
im tired of sitting alone studying along the corridor.
no friends no friends and no friends.
booo meee!!
where my social skills gone missing???!!!
damn it!
i sucks ok.
my self confidence GONE!
i repeat GONE!!!!!!!!!
hadoyhhh.
if im nowt mistaken i only have 7-10 friends that i just knew along this past few days.
ouh man!im ere alomost 7weeks ok.
teruk btol aku niyh,

hurm,its ok izyan
i think you can improve yourself.
step by step.
it need times to adapt new environment,.
tengok laa dulu kaw skola mane.
now kaw masok college mane
70% chinese ok.
just need your patience.
haha.
self motivation